Thursday, June 2, 2016

REFLECTIONS ON LIFE

REFLECTIONS ON HOME IN COLUMBIA

On the many deciduous trees surrounding three sides of our end-unit townhome, the yellow green leaves of April have developed fully and transformed into the dark green ones of late May, creating a virtually solid visual barrier between us, the sky, and other homes surrounding our little community of 60 townhouses.  These homes are spread out at varying angles in groups of four throughout the fifteen grassy acres, now also bright green, comprising our homeowners’ association property.  Hawks which are attracted to the banks of the ponds in search of prey could clearly be seen last month swooping down and closing in then swooping up again, small prey in claw.  Now they are well camouflaged, and we can barely if at all see them through the lush green until they are near the ground. 

In the mornings, Lloyd and I like to lie in bed tracking the early plane flights taking off from BWI over our home until they become tiny specks in the distance and disappear. We actually enjoy this for about half an hour and then often fall back to sleep.  In the months when the trees are leafless or small leafed, we can on clear days watch the planes from the large window above our headboard and then seconds later spot them again from the other large window to the left side (my side) of our bed.  These days we cannot see these silver birds in the sky until they reach a spot beyond the side window where there is a substantial opening in the tree leaves.  Lloyd loves trying to determine the make and model of each plane, and is so well practiced that he can often discern that from the sound of the engines alone. I find this apparently incongruous melding of the mechanical and the natural truly beautiful.

We observed our ponds’ seven goslings for only two more days after I sent my April message.  So for only five days, after weeks patiently waiting for the eggs to hatch, the parents devoted every minute to tending their offspring.  They would walk around the two ponds in a huddle, stopping to sit in the sun in various spots.  Though neither Lloyd nor I saw them lead the goslings into the pond for swimming training as we had in previous years, we hear from other neighbors that they did. Though no one observed it, we all assume that as in most years past, the very large snapping turtles that live in the pond consumed them.  The goose and gander stayed around listlessly for a couple days and then flew off.  Three times during the past few weeks I have heard the distinct loud honking of geese approaching.  Two swoop down quickly and oh so gracefully, one right behind the other, and land in the larger of our two ponds. They remain there very still for ten minutes or so and then take flight again. In my heart and soul I am certain that these are the parents of the seven goslings who lived on this planet for such a brief time, and that they have returned to the location of their offsprings’ birth for a brief time as an act of pure love.  It has now been more than a week since I have seen them, and yet they and all seven goslings are very much with me when I am outside by the ponds.

Another species continues to thrive in these same ponds, as it has for the nearly thirty years I have lived here. Bullfrogs. Though their “music” may not be the most melodic, the deep choral sound seems to reflect the spirit of the ponds’ water itself. The responsive chorus from their neighbors living in the surrounding tall grasses wafts through the screens right into our bedroom.  Seemingly at times their groans play a part in my dreams.  Perhaps if I focus on that chorus while drifting into sleep, I will have a visit from the goslings in my dreams…along with Zach.

Believe it or not, just as I was composing the last paragraph, I heard a squabble in the pond outside the window.  I turned my head and observed two male mallards really “mixing it up” with a lone female nearby observing quietly and apparently patiently. I truly love our pond creatures.

Lloyd planted a small boxed-in vegetable patch in our garden, and we are now enjoying lettuce and small radishes with oh such a delicate texture and flavor. It will be another month before the tomatoes will begin to ripen.  My dad, Bernie, always said that Maryland had the best tomatoes in the world.  I think of him and realize that for me our state still holds that distinction.

The fourth of our eight grandkids, Katerina, graduated from Wilde Lake High School this week.  “Kat” moved to New York City with her mom about ten years ago from Omsk in Russia.  My son, Cliff, met her mom on a visit to the city a few years later. Eventually they married and moved to Columbia.  Kat blended into our family beautifully and with deep spirit.  None of us can imagine life without her. Lloyd and I were full of many emotions watching her walk down the aisle and receive her diploma. She is an excellent student, gifted artist, and loving human being. 

Just a couple of weeks ago, I attended a talk at Slayton House by novelist Laura Lippman, herself a graduate of Wilde Lake.  The title of her latest book is in fact “Wilde Lake.”  Her husband, David Simon is one of the few human beings to whom I give the title of “hero.”  He was one of the first reporters and novelists in the country to give voice to the helplessness of those people, particularly the young ones, living in the inner cities of our nation, particularly Baltimore.  (see Baltimore section of this newsletter)


Lloyd and I have been out of the country for the past few annual Columbia Foundation Spring parties.  We have found it to be the best party of the year in our community. This year we were in town and thoroughly enjoyed seeing so many longtime Columbians with whom we don’t cross paths as often now that I am no longer in office.  What a fun and joyful time.

The past several months constitute the longest stretch of time since my “retirement” that we have not traveled out of the country.  Early in May, I participated in a weekend retreat with Pema Chodron in upstate Rhinebeck, New York along the Hudson.  Pema is most likely the foremost read Buddhist nun in the western hemisphere, making her home in Gampo Abby on the northwest corner of Cape Breton Isle in Nova Scotia. Her writings are so helpful to me in finding and maintaining a peaceful core, so much so that later this month I am taking another meditation course of hers – this one on line. Lloyd drove me up to the retreat in Rhinebeck and stayed nearby for those few days.  Then we drove across the Hudson to Stockbridge, Massachusetts.  What a peaceful and beautiful New England town just down the road from Kripalu where I recently participated in my weeklong retreat with Jack Kornfield.  I am filled with gratitude for having the opportunity to have Jack and Pema as my teachers in life.  It is my intention to spread their wisdom around.

This past weekend we took another drive to Virginia in the mountains near Front Royal for a party celebrating the 75th birthday of a friend.  The Blue Ridge Mountains were magnificent.  On the way home we stopped in Harpers Ferry where the Potomac and Shenandoah Rivers converge at the meeting point of West Virginia, Virginia, and Maryland.  We concluded that brief weekend trip stopping in Frederick. For the first time we enjoyed its very people-friendly river walk along Carroll Creek and had a delicious late lunch there. ‘Tis wonderful that these magical places are so close to home here in Columbia.  Ah, the sweetness of our lives.

Regarding the arts in our community, we look forward to the upcoming next portion of the Columbia Festival of the Arts beginning this month – so diverse and well presented and right in our back yard.  In contrast, we are saddened to learn of the closing of the Artists’ Gallery, which has been in the American Cities building by the Lakefront for so many years.  The member artists held out for several years after exhibit attendance decreased more and more due to concurrent less and less conducive surroundings in downtown Columbia.  Though we will miss the closeness of these local artists and their beautiful creations, (more than a few of the many pieces of art created by our artist friends and displayed in our home were purchased here) we understand that they held out as long as they could for a better artful environment.  We look forward to visiting their new gallery in downtown Ellicott City and know they will thrive there, as they deserve.

Though I don’t like ending this section of my message on a negative note, the Sun article below covers what is in my mind a very negative tax plan for public financing of a private development in Baltimore.  Unfortunately, the same economically unjust payment method is being proposed for development in Downtown Columbia.  Hopefully the focus on economic injustice during the current presidential campaign will motivate our local elected reps to do otherwise.  Remember Jim Rouse’s commitment to build a community where “the CEO and the janitor could both live?”  We could lose that.  Let’s speak out and not allow that loss to occur.

I completely agree with the article below and am sorry to say that our own Columbia has become a prime example of failing to provide affordable housing to middle, much less lower income individuals and families.


OK, so I won’t end this portion of my newsletter on a negative note.  The article below in last Sunday’s Post Outlook section, “I mourned my sister through the books she left behind,” simply captivated me.  Some of you have seen or heard me speak of my book collection in our home.  It includes some favorites of my mom, her father “Pop”, her sister “Aunt Doris” and my sister, Martha, along with many of my own and Lloyd’s.

One of my earliest memories as a child of about five is of my mom reading by lamplight, laughing and clearly enjoying herself.  I later learned the book was Dickens’ “Pickwick Papers,” one of her favorites among many.  When my mom died at 94 my two older sisters and I divided up her books among our own kids and ourselves.  My most treasured volume is John Galsworthy’s “Caravan” copyright 1908 and inscribed “From Mother and Father to Helen M. Monnett”, October 10, 1926 (my Mom’s 22nd birthday).  “Caravan” is a collection of Galsworthy’s essays and short stories.  By the title of one of the short stories, “The Apple-Tree” my grandfather, Pop, had penciled, “Please everyone read this chapter – one of the sweetest and saddest love stories.”  The subtitle of the story appears as “The Apple-tree, the singing, and the gold” Murray’s Hippolytus and Euripides.  This book is one of my most treasured possessions.

I can only hope that when I have taken leave of this planet, others will get to know me through the books I leave behind.



REFLECTIONS ON ZACH

May is clearly the month of Zach.  His birthday is on May 1, his Mom’s on May 4th.  Then there is Mother’s Day and the annual national brain cancer Walk for the Cure which is held on the first Sunday of May in D.C. and in which Zach played a major part for a few years.  Zach is so clearly and truly THERE at each of these annual happenings with his family.

The local Zaching Against Cancer Foundation presented several scholarship awards this month to graduating seniors attending various high schools throughout the state.  I have heard that in several instances following the presentation the entire student body rose to its feet striking a Zaching pose, arms curled and raised in a posture of strength. Zach himself struck that pose within minutes of learning that his brain surgery at the age of 18 disclosed the return of cancer cells.  He asked his dad to post it on Facebook and it instantly went viral.  On random occasions his family gets word of their son’s pose being replicated in situations requiring great courage and stamina. It is quite evident that Zach’s intention and strong determination to serve as a model of courage for others living with brain cancer, particularly young kids, is blooming in full force.

This month, I had the joy of sharing a long talk over coffee with a guy Zach had told me about.  They had a chance meeting at the annual environmental
exhibit at Howard Community College when Zach was a senior in high school.  Later they had another chance meeting in a drug store in the county.  The way Zach described these chance meetings to me over one of our glorious lunches together was “our eyes locked” and the two were instantaneously close at the level of the soul.  Last summer when I was out to lunch with Zach’s sister, Julia, a man called me by name across the parking lot at the Lakefront and told me he was a friend of Zach’s.  Turns out he was Zach’s “chance friend.” Months later he contacted me about getting together.  We spoke for a couple of hours, sharing our “Zach” experiences and how they live on in our lives as deep inspiration.  What I did not know prior to our coffee was that Zach had reached out to him and they reconnected after cancer had returned. We will continue to get together to share our “Zach” experiences, and he will be right there with us.

I am typing this message at our dining room table with the bright morning sunlight coming in through a big window overlooking the smaller of our two ponds.  Looking straight ahead, I see the two white couches arranged at right angles in our living room, where Zach and I sat knee to knee as he told me about the first semester he had just completed at the University of Maryland.  It was the last conversation we were to have before he learned he had another brain tumor, and his studies at the university had been ended. I now use the same couch cushion I sat on for that conversation when I meditate in the morning.  Of course, Zach is with me, enhancing my insight.

One more month of my life has passed, and I am aware of no greater joy during these 72 years than the continuing presence of Zach in my life.


REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE, MY HOMETOWN

David Simon and his gifted writers (including Bill Zorzi a former Sun reporter who covered the Howard County Council, including Lloyd and me, in the 70’s and sometimes enjoyed a beer with us after session), actors and producers could not have imagined that more than 30 colleges in the United States would someday offer courses on “The Wire” in fields such as sociology, literature, law, criminal justice, public health and business.
Simon received more than a little strong criticism for portraying Baltimore realistically in that HBO series.  Yet he hung in there with truth and courage. I can’t help but wonder where we would be today if we had listened more closely and heeded his words.
See mention of Simon in the section of this newsletter on Columbia and the words about his wife, author Laura Lippman, who attended Wilde Lake High and spoke there recently about her latest book, “Wilde Lake.”


From drug dealer to writer and college teacher.  Here is another inspiring example of a young man, D. Watkins, who grew up in my hometown.

…and yet another connection between Baltimore and the world of film.
Hats off to Johns Hopkins University for selecting controversial and courageous film director Spike Lee as its commencement speaker.  Lee, whose films include 1989’s “Do the Right Thing”, spoke about our nation’s racial challenges. With all due respect to my and my kids alma mater, University of Maryland, Lee certainly beats by miles U of MD’s choice of Under Armour’s Kevin Plank as a commencement speaker.  Lee urged the graduates to do what our nation so desperately needs and inspire the graduates to “Do the Right Thing” and “unite rather than divide”.


The two Sun editorials below stand in sharp contrast in their respective impact on the economic aspect of Baltimore’s challenges.
First, regarding CSX’s plans to renovate the Howard Street Tunnel thereby creating thousands of Jobs – great news!
Secondly, regarding, Baltimore City Councilmember, Mary Pat Clarke’s proposal to raise the minimum wage significantly - just as the tunnel renovation, this would give those in the lower income bracket the opportunity to spend more money pumping up the city’s economy, to say nothing of economic justice.  Thank you for your courage, Mary Pat, my friend.




Although as I have often noted in these messages, I grew up in Baltimore City, as a teenager I also spent a lot of time with my friends in Catonsville in adjacent Baltimore County.

Having also been raised as a Catholic, the news of the Catonsville Nine in the late 60’s made quite an impression on me.  Looking back now, it may have been the first spark lit within me to flame a passion for economic and social justice as well as anti-war activism.  Could it be a coincidence that both Rev. Berrigan and Pope Francis were members of the same order of priests – the Jesuits?  Reading of Daniel Berrigan’s death this month, I am aware that the flame is still very much alive, as I hope it remains for the rest of my life on this earth.




REFLECTIONS ON PUBLIC POLICY IN OUR COUNTY, STATE AND NATION

I found it reassuring to read that the Howard County Spending Affordable Committee recommended a greater reduction in the amount of bonds issued than last year.  That is wise fiscal planning in order to avoid exorbitant debt service payments.  I would have found it even more assuring if the committee also raised a warning sign regarding the wisdom of the use of TIF’s (tax increment financing).   
An immediate issue in our county is the serious consideration being given by the administration
to propose a $70 to 150 million TIF to build the infrastructure, e.g., roads, sewers and parking structures to complete the Downtown plan.  In the 70’s and 80’s the Rouse Company paid for the required infrastructure as one of the costs of doing business.  TIFs have an appropriate use in situations where run down areas are in need of reclamation and would not be redeveloped otherwise due to financial infeasibility.  A case could possibly be made for the Baltimore TIF project, but certainly not for the downtown of one of the most prosperous communities in our country.  Please read more about TIF’s and the effects on future tax revenue on Wikipedia.


This very sobering Washington Post editorial describes the overuse of antibiotics as “a tragedy of the commons – as a society we understand that overuse of antibiotics is wrong, but as individuals we still demand them.  The failure is a global phenomenon too; other nations overuse antibiotics on an even larger scale than the U.S.
 A White House action plan on antibiotic resistance calls for slicing in half inappropriate outpatient use by 2020.  To meet that goal, everyone will have to pay heed to the higher calling of the commons.”
And so we will.



REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE UNITED STATES


The election of a Muslim in London has the potential to be a great source of healing on our planet.  May it be so.

Five German state universities are developing Islamic theology faculties amid political uproar.  This, too, has the potential to be a great source of healing on our planet.  May it be so.





REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE

Several weeks ago Lloyd and I attended a presentation at the Johns Hopkins Applied Physics Lab where he worked for more than 30 years.  The Kossiakoff Center was overflowing with more than 300 attendees. The speaker was a Nobel Prize winning physicist who works at NASA.  Lloyd, of course, was able to follow the presentation much more thoroughly than I, though the magnitude of the most astonishing points of the speech registered with me without any side explanation from Lloyd.  That was the conditions under which “the Big Bang” occurred.  The speaker said that for years the Big Bang was virtually universally believed in the scientific community to have occurred in one small concentrated area of the universe.  That theory held that the complete universe as we know it now (and beyond) was concentrated in a volume with a diameter no larger than an atom.  That, folks, is density!  Recently some scientists have suggested that was not the case at all.  New studies strongly suggest that it may have occurred simultaneously throughout the universe.  That is even a huge adjustment for me, a literature major, much less than for accomplished scientists. 
A good test of the agility of the human mind.





Pools of sorrow, waves of joy
Are drifting through my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Across the Universe
- Lennon and McCartney


~Liz

Sunday, April 24, 2016

April 25, 2016

REFLECTIONS ON LIFE



REFLECTIONS ON HOME IN COLUMBIA

At 7am this morning the bright sunlight streamed in at my back through our dining room window as I began composing reflections for April 2016.  Outside, just below that window, six goslings, hatched only three days ago, poked their beaks in the bright green grass searching for breakfast as they walked along slowly with their evidently proud parents.  Their path weaves through and around the varicolored blooms of dogwood, azaleas, forsythia,  “snowball” bush, vinca vine, and violets.

Ahhh, Spring.

Last week Lloyd and I relished our first lunch of the year outdoors at the Columbia lakefront.  During May’s first weekend, the outdoor live music and films will commence.  We have deeply enjoyed this lake front area for close to 50 years now.  Thank you, Jim Rouse.  The newly completed pathway around Lake Kittamaqundi provides the welcome opportunity to combine a good walk with a meal, musical performance, or one of Mr. B’s great film selections.

As we continue to travel around the globe, Lloyd and I are so frequently aware that there is no place on this earth where we would rather live out our blessed lives than right here in Columbia, Maryland.





REFLECTIONS ON ZACH

Next Sunday, May 1, is Zach’s 23rd birthday.  It is also the day of the annual “Race for the Cure” in Washington, D.C.  Zach’s parents, Chris and John, are again organizing a group to participate in our 5th run/walk in honor of his inspiring life.  Lloyd and I will travel on the Metro and meet up with most if not all of Zach’s aunts and uncles and cousins along with friends from school. He served as the speaker at this event of tens of thousands a few years ago after his surgery to remove a malignant tumor.  I can see him so clearly, in virtually perfect physical condition, easily and gracefully hoisting his strong body over a low stone wall to get to the stage.  His words were so “Zach” and the post-race crowd was so moved by them.  Then again, when Zach was 20, and brain cancer’s toll showed clearly in his body, the contagious smile was still there as Zach and his dad led the race down Pennsylvania Avenue toward the Capitol. As some of our family members run and others walk the 5K next weekend, his spirit will be with us every step of the way.

This week we received an invitation to a Passover Seder at the home of our dear friend, Ron Mutchnik, director of the Howard County Concert Orchestra.  Very shortly after Zach took his last breath on this Earth, the orchestra held an all-Mozart concert in a church in Ellicott City.  Ron announced the dedication of one of the pieces to Zach, bringing such joy in the midst of loss to Lloyd and me.  Although we know him as a great musician and concertmaster, Lloyd and I were unaware of the great depth of Ron’s knowledge of the history of Judaism, particularly in eastern Europe from whence his ancestors came.  He is truly a scholar.  We had previously participated in two Passover Seders at another friend’s home and loved them.  The detail and background of this year’s was in concert with Ron’s family’s antique furniture. We are so blessed to have such loving Jewish friends in our community who so generously share their religious ritual with us.  It is a deep privilege.

Earlier this month I flew to Albany and took a shuttle bus to Kripalu, a yoga and meditation center located in the Berkshires near Stockbridge, Massachusetts, to participate in a six-day retreat led by Jack Kornfield, whose writings have been among the most impactful on my spiritual life and meditation practice. He is the one who led the daylong program I attended in New York a few months ago. Although I knew I would love this retreat, it surpassed my expectations in a manner that is beyond words. 

For the past ten years I have attended a weeklong silent retreat led by an American Buddhist monk outside of Richmond on hundreds of acres owned by the Virginia Episcopal Archdiocese through which the James River runs.  This year’s retreat in Massachusetts was not listed as a silent one, though by coincidence it coincided with a week of silence, albeit not as strictly followed as in Virginia, in this center, which accommodates several varied groups at the same time.  Jack Kornfield’s approach focused largely on the practice of loving kindness, with less attention to meditation technique than my former teacher. Since our time together in New York, he had again been in the presence of Thich Nhat Hahn who is recovering in California from a stroke months ago. Though still paralyzed in much of his body, vision has returned to one eye along with the use of several words to his voice.

The weather was unexpectedly quite cold with snow flurries, which cut down somewhat on outside time in this beautiful site.  From the small window of my room I could see a large lake downhill with the magnificent Berkshires beyond.  I went out for a pretty good walk each day, and that along with the distance to my room, which was the furthest from the meeting rooms and included three flights of stairs, I managed to get sufficient exorcise to help with optimum concentration during meditation.

With all of that, the most memorable and amazing aspect of this retreat was Zach’s constant presence – day and night.  It was palpable.

I returned home with a renewed determination to meditate daily, at least for a brief time.  On my first night back, without thinking about it, I chose a different location in our home to “sit” – the corner of the small couch in our living room where Zach sat more than four years ago on the day he came to visit me to deliver and exchange Christmas presents.  We sat together for two hours that day, in the corner seats of two couches arranged at right angles, knee to knee.  During that time he had a spasm and asked to lean back for a minute.  The next day he learned he had another brain tumor.  That corner couch seat, the one where Zach sat, will remain my meditation location for life.



REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE, MY HOMETOWN

The first seven articles contain self-explanatory coverage on some recent positive and negative recent happenings in or related to Baltimore.  We will know more when the mayoral election results are in.

Don’t wait for the election 

Light city brings hope

Seeds of hope

Investing in Baltimore

A place for Sandtown

Where are our values?


Hiring affordable housing deals reached with Sagamore


These last two articles relate to my Mom’s view of Baltimore, the city in which she, Helen Marie Monnett Gilner, was born (at home one block from the harbor on Barry St.), raised, schooled, worked as a legal secretary and gave birth to three girls – Martha, Mary, and Elizabeth.  As a legal secretary she took depositions by shorthand for one of the firm’s main clients, the B&O Railway. She loved to sit by the harbor and reminisce.  She also loved Rhebs chocolates, insisting they were the best in the U.S.  Every year they appeared in my Easter basket and Christmas stocking. One of the article’s authors, Jacques Kelly, wrote my Mom’s obituary for the Sun when she died of heart failure at the age of 94 almost 25 years ago.  I inherited my love of good literature and poetry from my mom, seeing her reading by lamplight on many evenings.  Never having graduated from high school, she was one of the best educated people I have ever known.

Where you went when you went somewhere   

Esther Rheb Harger Obituary



REFLECTIONS ON PUBLIC POLICY IN OUR COUNTY, STATE AND NATION

Current Elections:

When I decided to continue my e-newsletter after leaving public office, I had not intended to make any recommendations on candidates in elections.  I preferred to keep the life reflections and public policy discussion on another level. In the past few weeks I have received such an amazingly large number of requests that I have not had nearly sufficient time to respond.  So I have adjusted my intention. What follows is how I voted and why.

U.S. PRESIDENT
In every one of my e-newsletters for the past fifteen months I have written of the existing and growing economic injustice as the deepest problem by far facing out nation.  So it should come as no surprise that I wholeheartedly voted for Bernie Sanders.  I have spoken with numerous long-time and close friends about this race, some of whom disagree with me.  I will quote only one. “I labored over this choice for months, going back and forth over who was most electable.  I finally decided that I am going to vote my values.  I’m voting for Bernie.”

MARYLAND U.S. SENATOR
It is certainly no secret that I am a liberal Democrat who refuses to describe myself as simply “progressive.” So all things being equal, or close to equal, I will choose a female and/or minority candidate.  In this race, however, Chris Van Hollen has demonstrated such excellence in public office that my vote clearly went to him to serve us Marylanders in the U.S. Senate during these crucial times.


U.S. CONGRESS
Elijah Cummings
I told Elijah that if he ran for Senate he had my support and my vote.  He chose to run for re-election to the House and was the easiest choice on the ballot for me.


HOWARD COUNTY BOARD OF EDUCATION
Though I am grateful to the incumbent members for the time they have invested, the following editorial speaks for me and the votes I cast.

Sweeping changes are needed on the County’s school board


MARYLAND

Here is an excellent example of gross economic injustice on the state level.
Maryland should end corporate giveaways

The following two articles give fairly thorough and, in my opinion, accurate coverage of the recently ended session.  In some cases what appears as progress to some shows up as regression to others.

Politics and progress 

Highlights of General Assembly’s 2016 session

Another gross example of economic injustice.
Report outlines tax credit give aways

When I was in the legislature, I paid pretty close attention and sought help in understanding legislation when I needed more clarity.  The subsidies covered in  the article below were adopted on my watch, and I didn’t even know it.

The Supreme Court strikes down Maryland power plant subsidies

Only one of the reasons to be seriously concerned about Congressional inaction on the President’s nomination.

Immigration plan appears to split Supreme Court




REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE UNITED STATES

ITALY/GREECE
Yet once again, Francis humbly shows the ecumenical way re migrants.  I so love this human being.

Pope talks, then acts, on migrant issue 


PANAMA
The tentacles of U.S. economic injustice have a far reach

The Panama Papers, shell companies and the U.S. real estate market


PUERTO RICO
Perhaps there is still hope for effective bipartisanship in our U.S. Congress

A lifetime, not a bailout


ENGLAND

I had difficulty deciding whether to place this piece in the UK or US and decided on the birth nation of this literary global genius.  So grateful that the Baltimore arts scene has the wisdom and good taste to mark – in so many ways - the 400th anniversary of the death of this beautiful soul.

The Bard, 400 years after his death




REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE

What magnificently clear skies we have enjoyed for most of April’s nights.  What more to say...other than could it be even remotely possible that old ICBM’s may serve a peaceful purpose in our universe?

Could those old ICBMs clean up space debris?


Beatles quote

Pools of sorrow, waves of joy
Are drifting through my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Across the Universe
- Lennon and McCartney



~Liz

Sunday, February 28, 2016


I am so looking forward to March 4, from 9:30 to noon when the Women’s Studies program at Howard Community College will hold its annual salon in Monteabaro Hall.  This year it is entitled  “The Seasons of a Woman’s Life.” Faculty from the Arts and Humanities division, including Dean Valerie Lash, Dr. Helen Mitchell, and accomplished poet Tara Hart will use poetry, music and dance to illuminate the gifts of each season. There will be time for audience questions and conversation.
Near the end of the program they will present me with the “Woman of Vision Award.” This is quite a joy for me.
Come and join us if you like.  No reservations and no cost.

When we returned from three weeks in Southeast Asia, one of the first tasks Lloyd performed was to fill the big bird feeder on our back deck.  Although we had missed the blizzard of 2016, more than a foot of snow remained on the lawn surrounding out home.  Sitting by the window next to our kitchen table we watched finches, sparrows, cardinals, wrens, and woodpeckers come by to feed.  And of course, there were the ubiquitous squirrels.   We have been home for two weeks, and just a few days ago, from our upper deck we spotted the first mourning dove couple on a pine branch outside our bedroom window (the one so beautifully adorned with photos and words of Zach).  Today’s sighting?  The first pairs of Canada geese and Mallards flew in and landed on the ponds beside our home.

The buds on the maples outside the window above our headboard are beginning to take shape.  It seems that each morning they are just a bit easier to detect with the naked eye than the day before.

Aah, Spring is coming.

BREAKING NEWS
Moments before pushing the Send button, we had a loud knock on the front door and went out to see a fire on our next door neighbor's porch climbing up the wall. In the next few minutes, eight vehicles arrived including a hook and ladder and approximately 20 fire fighters, several of whom I knew from my days as County Executive. The fire was quickly put out with minimal property damage and no injuries.  Thank you to the Howard County Fire Department for your speedy and effective response!

Note: Be sure to check your smoke detectors!

REFLECTIONS ON ZACH

I went with Lloyd a couple of weeks ago for a routine checkup with his cardiologist.  In the waiting room we saw a friend who was there for a post-op check-up.  We had been unaware of her surgery and asked how she was doing.  She responded that in the recovery room she had her husband take a photo of her “Zaching.”  She then sent it out to family and friends to assure them that she was was OK, just as Zach had.  Barely a week goes by that we don’t hear another instance of his continuing inspiration.

Last weekend The Zaching Against Cancer Foundation, which Zach himself was instrumental in forming at meetings around his family’s dining table, held its second annual Gala at the M&T Stadium in Baltimore.  More than 400 friends of Zach and his family enjoyed good food, great dancing, and an opportunity to share their memories and stories about Zach.  Lloyd and I loved being there, and what we loved most was the opportunity to talk with some of Zach’s friends.  We came to know them mainly when they visited Zach either at home or at Johns Hopkins when he was devoting his life to spreading joy and helping others while working to survive brain cancer.  They are now graduating from college. Their memories of Zach are as vivid as if he were with them with his great laugh, which they frequently mention.  The main speaker at the gala was a teenage boy, Joshua Depuis, whom Zach had met, befriended, and counseled when they both had brain cancer.  Zach and his mom drove to Virginia on the eve of Joshua’s surgery for a pizza party he had requested in a local restaurant.  Not having known he was coming, Joshua said it was one of the greatest moments of his life when he saw Zach walk in.  Now cancer free for two years, he told us all that Zach was his greatest inspiration not only when he was striving to recover, but continuing through today and he is certain will last for the rest of his life.

Cambodia was one of the countries Lloyd and I visited during our trip to Southeast Asia.  We observed a deserted prison and met one of the very few survivors of the Khmer Rouge massacre.  He spoke with our group of fourteen for an hour.  He also showed us the concrete cell where he had been imprisoned and tortured.  The entire populace of the capital, Phnom Penh, was evacuated and many thousands were tortured in this prison and murdered in the adjacent Killing Fields.  In these fields there is a simple memorial in the form of a fence surrounding a great tree near which children were killed.  The fence pickets are sticks with bark still on, about three feet long and an inch in diameter.  Each has been whittled with one pointed end sunk in the earth and the other pointing to the sky.  Over the years, many Cambodians and international visitors at this sacred grave for children have placed  bracelets, mostly homemade, totaling in the thousands on each of the fence pickets.  Now there is another that reads “ZML #Believe”.  Zach’s full name is Zachary Monnett Lederer.  My mom’s maiden name is “Monnett”.  We debated whether to place this precious bracelet at such a horrid site.  We agreed that since all of their beautiful souls are now mingled it was not only fitting, but that Zach would place it there himself if he were bodily with us.  The bracelet was his creation and his parents ordered many and spread them around.  Another version, also a Zach creation reads “Living the Dream” the description Zach gave to his own life. Now I am constantly aware that something is missing on Lloyd’s right wrist where he has constantly worn that bracelet for almost three years.  Soon he will wear a new one.

For me, and I believe for many others, the strength of Zach’s inspiration continues to grow.  As I write now, on the table by my laptop is a card with words of an early Christian monk sent by Father Richard, a Catholic priest who was a close friend of my Mom’s when she was in her 80’s. He returned to Maryland not only for her funeral but also to stand with Zach and his family, including Lloyd and me, to pray with him in his last weeks on this earth:  “When we die, we lose neither our awareness nor our understanding. Rather our awareness becomes as wide as the sky and our understanding as deep at the sea.”
March 11 will mark two years since Zach took his last breath on this earth.


REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE, MY HOMETOWN

What an honor to have the director of Baltimore’s Enoch Pratt Library, Carla Hayden, named head of the U.S. Library Congress.  As a high school student on North Charles Street, I used to do my research in that library.  I have had several meetings with Carla in her office in the central library on Cathedral Street across from the Basilica.  What a principled, intelligent, and compassionate woman.
Congratulations Carla.


Another positive distinction for my hometown- Grammy Nominees from Baltimorehttp://www.baltimoresun.com/entertainment/music/midnight-sun-blog/bs-ae-grammys-local-20160212-story.html


 We still have a long way to go regarding public safety and justice http://www.baltimoresun.com/news/opinion/editorial/bs-ed-deray-mckesson-20160223-story.html


REFLECTIONS ON PUBLIC POLICY IN OUR COUNTY, STATE, AND NATION


The TIF’s (Tax Increment Financing) described in the article above are deepening the economic injustice in Baltimore.
Although TIF’s were designed first for use in California as a step toward greater economic justice, in fact they turned out to be the opposite.  Governor Jerry Brown finally eradicated their use.  Then in one of my last years in the legislature, Maryland adopted their use.  I worked hard to defeat the bill, but my efforts proved futile against strong lobbying by moneyed interests.
If you follow local news, you will see that now Howard County is preparing to allow the use of TIF’s in the further development of Downtown Columbia, even though they have historically been designated for use in “economically distressed areas.”
Couple this with the fact that there is not yet a commitment to build moderate, much less lower, income housing in downtown, and we see a deepening of economic injustice in our own county.
If this occurs, it will fly in the face of Jim Rouse’s dedication to building a new town “where the CEO and the janitor can live in the same community.”
Every one of us has a responsibility to speak out on this.


REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE U.S

Russia
Last week Lloyd and I drove to Baltimore to attend a closed circuit interview with Edward Snowden at an undisclosed location in Russia.  Shriver Hall was filled to the brim and hundreds of people, mostly students. Hundredswere left outside unable to get in. Lines began forming in the bitter cold on campus an hour before the scheduled time.
The questions were posed mostly by academics and some by students.  Snowden was pensive though relaxed in replying clearly and substantively.  A few days later, the Washington Post reported that he said he would return home to the U.S. if he were to be guaranteed a fair trial.  I’m not clear how we could give such a guarantee.

Italy
A multi-denominational group of religious leaders – Jewish, Catholic, Muslin, and Methodist - from the Baltimore area will visit with Pope Francis and pray together for the people of this city besieged by tragedy. 


Mexico
“Monarch butterflies have made a big comeback in their wintering grounds in Mexico.”  The Director of the World Wildlife Fund said “Now more than ever, Mexico, the United States, and Canada should increase their conservation efforts to protect and restore the habitat of this butterfly along its migratory route.”
Lloyd and I and our neighbors in the 60 townhouse community of Scarborough in West Columbia are doing our part by carefully tending to the milkweed which springs up around the two ponds on our property – one outside our dining room window and one behind our home.  Milkweed is the plant on which Monarch feed and lay their eggs and thus key to successful migration

Fifteen years ago on a trip to Mexico we visited the central highlands town which serves as the hub of the Monarchs wintering place.  We walked up a small pine covered mountain on which each of the huge evergreens’ boughs were drooping with literally thousands of butterflies each.  At one point Lloyd had at least one hundred of them alit on his jacket and jeans.  The pattern of their annual migration to Canada, involving one or two generational cycles, is nothing short of miraculous.



REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE


Last month I referenced Alan Lightman, a physicist teaching at MIT and a novelist who authored “Einstein’s Dreams

Just two weeks ago “scientists announced that they had detected gravitational waves created by the violent collision of two black holes more than one billion light years from earth, a resounding confirmation of Albert Einstein’s postulation a century ago about the ripples in the fabric of space and time.”  This discovery “will open a new window into the universe…and will be like going from silent movies to talkies.”

Understanding any scientific theories, much less Einstein’s, has never been one of my strong points, and it appears increasingly clear that it will not be during my time on this earth.  I believe I do have a good eye and ear for poetry, and the following words of Einstein are nothing if not humble and poetic: “I want to know God’s thoughts…the rest are details.”


BEATLES QUOTE
“May we all live a life filled with constant awareness of 'unfathomable hugeness'"


~Liz

Sunday, January 10, 2016

REFLECTIONS ON HOME IN COLUMBIA

We are well into the “New Year”, 2016.

The unusually mild weather has made it easy for Lloyd and me to continue our walks.  While walking I am often mindful of what these unseasonably warm days in January mean for the future of our planet.

January 14 of this week marks one full year since I no longer held public elected office after 37 years.  Though I clearly loved and valued my world work during all these years, I have had a beautiful, peaceful year.  As I go about living in Columbia, I continue to be asked frequently whether I miss being in public office. My answer is constant:  I loved it for all those years, and now I am very clear I no longer want to devote so much of my time to that.  I am grateful for such clarity for which I credit my meditation guides, some still living on this planet and some not. 

Some of the pleasures Lloyd and I now enjoy include having more time for good TV programs and good movies.  I have been surprised by how many there are.  Watching the Kennedy Center awards program when numerous magnificent musicians and performers were given national recognition I was literally transported back 50 years when James Taylor sang one of our all-time favorites, “Up on the Roof” in honoring Carole King.  We witnessed President Obama wipe a tear from his eye.

The quality and variety of music offerings right here in our community is edifying.  Last night Lloyd and I attended a magnificent performance in the Chamber Music Series of the Candlelight Concert Society at Howard Community College.  We can so clearly recall Norm and Nancy Winkler who started that series in the early days of Columbia.  With the 50th anniversary of our beloved James Rouse’s newtown, we have an excellent opportunity through the Columbia Festival of the Arts to create a thorough and beautiful performance of his accomplishments, inclusivity, and values which continue to enrich our lives.  We are the ones who have the responsibility to keep it alive.

This evening I will be attending the Howard County Concert Orchestra’s “Viennese New Year Celebration” conducted by my friend, Ron Mutchnik, who was inspired to create this performance, including ballet dancers, when he visited Vienna last year.

We are blessed with numerous other musical and theatrical groups whose talents we plan to enjoy throughout 2016.  I am grateful to Lloyd for drafting and sponsoring the county legislation which created the Howard County Arts Council when he served on the Howard County Council during the 80’s.                                                                                     

Howard Community College will be presenting “The Seasons of a Woman’s Life” on Friday, March 4 at 9:30 a.m.   This program will include recognition of my life’s work for social, economic, and environmental justice in public policy.   

REFLECTIONS ON ZACH

One day last week, while doing regular chores around Columbia, I met an acquaintance who asked how I was doing and added “we all thought you would really miss elected office since you held it for so many and were so good at it”.  Grateful for that compliment, I gave my usual answer that I had indeed loved my work and I am quite clear that I no longer want to contribute to the universe in that way.  I added that it becomes clearer and clearer to me that my experience with Zach during the last two years of his life played a big part in my decision to leave public office.  His ability to live life to the fullest no matter what and to find ways in which he could help others live a life of love even while his own abilities became more and more limited had an enormous impact on me.  I realized that every one of us is presented each day with limitless opportunities to promote more love and peace in this world, often in a one-on-one basis.  Every morning I remind myself to emulate Zach as much as I can.  I still have a limitless way to go to attain his selflessness and loving kindness.  Yet I know of no better goal than to be like Zach.


REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE, MY HOMETOWN

Some of you have told me that you like to read my comments on articles from publications  relating to public policy in the city of Baltimore, state of Maryland, and nation of the United States, but that you don’t usually “bother” with the articles.  Well, I am presenting you with a challenge this first month of 2016.

Following are twelve recent articles and editorials from the Baltimore Sun and Washington Post which I found particularly insightful regarding public policy issues facing Baltimore, Maryland, and the U. S.  Many of them focus on the lack of economic justice, which I continue to consider to be by far our greatest challenge as a democracy.  I also feel very strongly and have worked for many years for stronger gun restrictions.

One of the greatest examples of economic injustice is not covered in these articles - the lack of a range of new housing costs in the thousands of new residential units being built in our own community in Downtown Columbia –  almost all are upper end.  I have found no accurate reporting on the fact that big profits will be made while leaving moderate and low income people literally “in the dust”.













REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE UNITED STATES

On Wednesday, January 13, Lloyd and I will leave for three weeks in Southeast Asia.  This will be our first journey to this part of our planet.  We will be visiting Thailand, Laos, Cambodia, Viet Nam, and Singapore – most on a tour and a smaller portion on our own.

I will be carrying with me some of the writings of two of my greatest spiritual teachers: Thich Nhat Hanh, a world-known Vietnamese monk, and Thomas Merton, a U.S. Catholic monk who spent considerable time in Thailand working on communion between Buddhist and Christian monks.  (During Pope Francis’ recent visit, he cited Merton as one of the three greatest gifts our nation has given to the world. I remember when I was quite young my Mom’s reading his spiritual biography, “Seven Story Mountain.”) Lloyd will be carrying travel books and novels set in the area “Lord Jim” by Conrad, “The Quiet American” by Graham Greene, “The Killing Fields” by Christopher Hudson.  As usual, w e will share our books

We have also revisited some of the films about this region – Indochine, Bridge on the River Kwai, and Good Morning Viet Nam with our beloved Robin Williams.  The latter film also served to remind me all too clearly of the fear of the draft among my friends when we were fresh out of high school and even more strongly about one of our nation’s least admirable eras.


REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE

Lloyd and I are also indulging ourselves with more time reading our favorite periodicals to which we subscribe:  The New Yorker, The Atlantic, and Harper’s.
The January edition of Harper’s contained an article which I am unable to access for inclusion in this message.  So here is a synopsis of “Trying to Get a Handle on the Unfathomable Hugeness of Everything.”

Alan Lightman, a physicist teaching at MIT and a novelist who authored “Einstein’s Dreams,” writes that most physicists agree on the big-bang theory and that 14 billion years ago the entire observable universe was “roughly a million billion billion times SMALLER than a single atom” and has been expanding ever since to its current size of something like 100 million galaxies.”

I have incorporated this “Unfathomable Hugeness” into my awareness each night when I look out on the night sky through the two large windows by our bed – one above the headboard and one two feet away from “my side”.  I have converted that side windowsill into somewhat of an altar with photos of Zach and other family members as well as a hand-printed letter that Zach, at the age of ten, penned for Lloyd and me after he came home from his several months at Hopkins with his first brain tumor.

Zach and I loved to look at the stars together at the beach and we spoke of them during his last two years.  The “altar” includes small works of art with the following quotes:

“If we only look down, there will never be stars.”    Hakuin

“The darker the night, the brighter the stars.”           Fyodor Dostoyevsky

“Surely now he’s the one giving light to the stars.”   Unknown

“In one of the stars I shall be living 
  In one of them I shall be laughing 
  And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing 
  When you look at the sky at night."                             The Little Prince
                                                                                      Antoine de Saint-Exupery

 Pools of sorrow, waves of joy
Are drifting through my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Across the Universe
- Lennon and McCartney


May we all live a life filled with constant awareness of “unfathomable hugeness”, love, and peace during this year of 2016.


~Liz