Thursday, June 2, 2016

REFLECTIONS ON LIFE

REFLECTIONS ON HOME IN COLUMBIA

On the many deciduous trees surrounding three sides of our end-unit townhome, the yellow green leaves of April have developed fully and transformed into the dark green ones of late May, creating a virtually solid visual barrier between us, the sky, and other homes surrounding our little community of 60 townhouses.  These homes are spread out at varying angles in groups of four throughout the fifteen grassy acres, now also bright green, comprising our homeowners’ association property.  Hawks which are attracted to the banks of the ponds in search of prey could clearly be seen last month swooping down and closing in then swooping up again, small prey in claw.  Now they are well camouflaged, and we can barely if at all see them through the lush green until they are near the ground. 

In the mornings, Lloyd and I like to lie in bed tracking the early plane flights taking off from BWI over our home until they become tiny specks in the distance and disappear. We actually enjoy this for about half an hour and then often fall back to sleep.  In the months when the trees are leafless or small leafed, we can on clear days watch the planes from the large window above our headboard and then seconds later spot them again from the other large window to the left side (my side) of our bed.  These days we cannot see these silver birds in the sky until they reach a spot beyond the side window where there is a substantial opening in the tree leaves.  Lloyd loves trying to determine the make and model of each plane, and is so well practiced that he can often discern that from the sound of the engines alone. I find this apparently incongruous melding of the mechanical and the natural truly beautiful.

We observed our ponds’ seven goslings for only two more days after I sent my April message.  So for only five days, after weeks patiently waiting for the eggs to hatch, the parents devoted every minute to tending their offspring.  They would walk around the two ponds in a huddle, stopping to sit in the sun in various spots.  Though neither Lloyd nor I saw them lead the goslings into the pond for swimming training as we had in previous years, we hear from other neighbors that they did. Though no one observed it, we all assume that as in most years past, the very large snapping turtles that live in the pond consumed them.  The goose and gander stayed around listlessly for a couple days and then flew off.  Three times during the past few weeks I have heard the distinct loud honking of geese approaching.  Two swoop down quickly and oh so gracefully, one right behind the other, and land in the larger of our two ponds. They remain there very still for ten minutes or so and then take flight again. In my heart and soul I am certain that these are the parents of the seven goslings who lived on this planet for such a brief time, and that they have returned to the location of their offsprings’ birth for a brief time as an act of pure love.  It has now been more than a week since I have seen them, and yet they and all seven goslings are very much with me when I am outside by the ponds.

Another species continues to thrive in these same ponds, as it has for the nearly thirty years I have lived here. Bullfrogs. Though their “music” may not be the most melodic, the deep choral sound seems to reflect the spirit of the ponds’ water itself. The responsive chorus from their neighbors living in the surrounding tall grasses wafts through the screens right into our bedroom.  Seemingly at times their groans play a part in my dreams.  Perhaps if I focus on that chorus while drifting into sleep, I will have a visit from the goslings in my dreams…along with Zach.

Believe it or not, just as I was composing the last paragraph, I heard a squabble in the pond outside the window.  I turned my head and observed two male mallards really “mixing it up” with a lone female nearby observing quietly and apparently patiently. I truly love our pond creatures.

Lloyd planted a small boxed-in vegetable patch in our garden, and we are now enjoying lettuce and small radishes with oh such a delicate texture and flavor. It will be another month before the tomatoes will begin to ripen.  My dad, Bernie, always said that Maryland had the best tomatoes in the world.  I think of him and realize that for me our state still holds that distinction.

The fourth of our eight grandkids, Katerina, graduated from Wilde Lake High School this week.  “Kat” moved to New York City with her mom about ten years ago from Omsk in Russia.  My son, Cliff, met her mom on a visit to the city a few years later. Eventually they married and moved to Columbia.  Kat blended into our family beautifully and with deep spirit.  None of us can imagine life without her. Lloyd and I were full of many emotions watching her walk down the aisle and receive her diploma. She is an excellent student, gifted artist, and loving human being. 

Just a couple of weeks ago, I attended a talk at Slayton House by novelist Laura Lippman, herself a graduate of Wilde Lake.  The title of her latest book is in fact “Wilde Lake.”  Her husband, David Simon is one of the few human beings to whom I give the title of “hero.”  He was one of the first reporters and novelists in the country to give voice to the helplessness of those people, particularly the young ones, living in the inner cities of our nation, particularly Baltimore.  (see Baltimore section of this newsletter)


Lloyd and I have been out of the country for the past few annual Columbia Foundation Spring parties.  We have found it to be the best party of the year in our community. This year we were in town and thoroughly enjoyed seeing so many longtime Columbians with whom we don’t cross paths as often now that I am no longer in office.  What a fun and joyful time.

The past several months constitute the longest stretch of time since my “retirement” that we have not traveled out of the country.  Early in May, I participated in a weekend retreat with Pema Chodron in upstate Rhinebeck, New York along the Hudson.  Pema is most likely the foremost read Buddhist nun in the western hemisphere, making her home in Gampo Abby on the northwest corner of Cape Breton Isle in Nova Scotia. Her writings are so helpful to me in finding and maintaining a peaceful core, so much so that later this month I am taking another meditation course of hers – this one on line. Lloyd drove me up to the retreat in Rhinebeck and stayed nearby for those few days.  Then we drove across the Hudson to Stockbridge, Massachusetts.  What a peaceful and beautiful New England town just down the road from Kripalu where I recently participated in my weeklong retreat with Jack Kornfield.  I am filled with gratitude for having the opportunity to have Jack and Pema as my teachers in life.  It is my intention to spread their wisdom around.

This past weekend we took another drive to Virginia in the mountains near Front Royal for a party celebrating the 75th birthday of a friend.  The Blue Ridge Mountains were magnificent.  On the way home we stopped in Harpers Ferry where the Potomac and Shenandoah Rivers converge at the meeting point of West Virginia, Virginia, and Maryland.  We concluded that brief weekend trip stopping in Frederick. For the first time we enjoyed its very people-friendly river walk along Carroll Creek and had a delicious late lunch there. ‘Tis wonderful that these magical places are so close to home here in Columbia.  Ah, the sweetness of our lives.

Regarding the arts in our community, we look forward to the upcoming next portion of the Columbia Festival of the Arts beginning this month – so diverse and well presented and right in our back yard.  In contrast, we are saddened to learn of the closing of the Artists’ Gallery, which has been in the American Cities building by the Lakefront for so many years.  The member artists held out for several years after exhibit attendance decreased more and more due to concurrent less and less conducive surroundings in downtown Columbia.  Though we will miss the closeness of these local artists and their beautiful creations, (more than a few of the many pieces of art created by our artist friends and displayed in our home were purchased here) we understand that they held out as long as they could for a better artful environment.  We look forward to visiting their new gallery in downtown Ellicott City and know they will thrive there, as they deserve.

Though I don’t like ending this section of my message on a negative note, the Sun article below covers what is in my mind a very negative tax plan for public financing of a private development in Baltimore.  Unfortunately, the same economically unjust payment method is being proposed for development in Downtown Columbia.  Hopefully the focus on economic injustice during the current presidential campaign will motivate our local elected reps to do otherwise.  Remember Jim Rouse’s commitment to build a community where “the CEO and the janitor could both live?”  We could lose that.  Let’s speak out and not allow that loss to occur.

I completely agree with the article below and am sorry to say that our own Columbia has become a prime example of failing to provide affordable housing to middle, much less lower income individuals and families.


OK, so I won’t end this portion of my newsletter on a negative note.  The article below in last Sunday’s Post Outlook section, “I mourned my sister through the books she left behind,” simply captivated me.  Some of you have seen or heard me speak of my book collection in our home.  It includes some favorites of my mom, her father “Pop”, her sister “Aunt Doris” and my sister, Martha, along with many of my own and Lloyd’s.

One of my earliest memories as a child of about five is of my mom reading by lamplight, laughing and clearly enjoying herself.  I later learned the book was Dickens’ “Pickwick Papers,” one of her favorites among many.  When my mom died at 94 my two older sisters and I divided up her books among our own kids and ourselves.  My most treasured volume is John Galsworthy’s “Caravan” copyright 1908 and inscribed “From Mother and Father to Helen M. Monnett”, October 10, 1926 (my Mom’s 22nd birthday).  “Caravan” is a collection of Galsworthy’s essays and short stories.  By the title of one of the short stories, “The Apple-Tree” my grandfather, Pop, had penciled, “Please everyone read this chapter – one of the sweetest and saddest love stories.”  The subtitle of the story appears as “The Apple-tree, the singing, and the gold” Murray’s Hippolytus and Euripides.  This book is one of my most treasured possessions.

I can only hope that when I have taken leave of this planet, others will get to know me through the books I leave behind.



REFLECTIONS ON ZACH

May is clearly the month of Zach.  His birthday is on May 1, his Mom’s on May 4th.  Then there is Mother’s Day and the annual national brain cancer Walk for the Cure which is held on the first Sunday of May in D.C. and in which Zach played a major part for a few years.  Zach is so clearly and truly THERE at each of these annual happenings with his family.

The local Zaching Against Cancer Foundation presented several scholarship awards this month to graduating seniors attending various high schools throughout the state.  I have heard that in several instances following the presentation the entire student body rose to its feet striking a Zaching pose, arms curled and raised in a posture of strength. Zach himself struck that pose within minutes of learning that his brain surgery at the age of 18 disclosed the return of cancer cells.  He asked his dad to post it on Facebook and it instantly went viral.  On random occasions his family gets word of their son’s pose being replicated in situations requiring great courage and stamina. It is quite evident that Zach’s intention and strong determination to serve as a model of courage for others living with brain cancer, particularly young kids, is blooming in full force.

This month, I had the joy of sharing a long talk over coffee with a guy Zach had told me about.  They had a chance meeting at the annual environmental
exhibit at Howard Community College when Zach was a senior in high school.  Later they had another chance meeting in a drug store in the county.  The way Zach described these chance meetings to me over one of our glorious lunches together was “our eyes locked” and the two were instantaneously close at the level of the soul.  Last summer when I was out to lunch with Zach’s sister, Julia, a man called me by name across the parking lot at the Lakefront and told me he was a friend of Zach’s.  Turns out he was Zach’s “chance friend.” Months later he contacted me about getting together.  We spoke for a couple of hours, sharing our “Zach” experiences and how they live on in our lives as deep inspiration.  What I did not know prior to our coffee was that Zach had reached out to him and they reconnected after cancer had returned. We will continue to get together to share our “Zach” experiences, and he will be right there with us.

I am typing this message at our dining room table with the bright morning sunlight coming in through a big window overlooking the smaller of our two ponds.  Looking straight ahead, I see the two white couches arranged at right angles in our living room, where Zach and I sat knee to knee as he told me about the first semester he had just completed at the University of Maryland.  It was the last conversation we were to have before he learned he had another brain tumor, and his studies at the university had been ended. I now use the same couch cushion I sat on for that conversation when I meditate in the morning.  Of course, Zach is with me, enhancing my insight.

One more month of my life has passed, and I am aware of no greater joy during these 72 years than the continuing presence of Zach in my life.


REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE, MY HOMETOWN

David Simon and his gifted writers (including Bill Zorzi a former Sun reporter who covered the Howard County Council, including Lloyd and me, in the 70’s and sometimes enjoyed a beer with us after session), actors and producers could not have imagined that more than 30 colleges in the United States would someday offer courses on “The Wire” in fields such as sociology, literature, law, criminal justice, public health and business.
Simon received more than a little strong criticism for portraying Baltimore realistically in that HBO series.  Yet he hung in there with truth and courage. I can’t help but wonder where we would be today if we had listened more closely and heeded his words.
See mention of Simon in the section of this newsletter on Columbia and the words about his wife, author Laura Lippman, who attended Wilde Lake High and spoke there recently about her latest book, “Wilde Lake.”


From drug dealer to writer and college teacher.  Here is another inspiring example of a young man, D. Watkins, who grew up in my hometown.

…and yet another connection between Baltimore and the world of film.
Hats off to Johns Hopkins University for selecting controversial and courageous film director Spike Lee as its commencement speaker.  Lee, whose films include 1989’s “Do the Right Thing”, spoke about our nation’s racial challenges. With all due respect to my and my kids alma mater, University of Maryland, Lee certainly beats by miles U of MD’s choice of Under Armour’s Kevin Plank as a commencement speaker.  Lee urged the graduates to do what our nation so desperately needs and inspire the graduates to “Do the Right Thing” and “unite rather than divide”.


The two Sun editorials below stand in sharp contrast in their respective impact on the economic aspect of Baltimore’s challenges.
First, regarding CSX’s plans to renovate the Howard Street Tunnel thereby creating thousands of Jobs – great news!
Secondly, regarding, Baltimore City Councilmember, Mary Pat Clarke’s proposal to raise the minimum wage significantly - just as the tunnel renovation, this would give those in the lower income bracket the opportunity to spend more money pumping up the city’s economy, to say nothing of economic justice.  Thank you for your courage, Mary Pat, my friend.




Although as I have often noted in these messages, I grew up in Baltimore City, as a teenager I also spent a lot of time with my friends in Catonsville in adjacent Baltimore County.

Having also been raised as a Catholic, the news of the Catonsville Nine in the late 60’s made quite an impression on me.  Looking back now, it may have been the first spark lit within me to flame a passion for economic and social justice as well as anti-war activism.  Could it be a coincidence that both Rev. Berrigan and Pope Francis were members of the same order of priests – the Jesuits?  Reading of Daniel Berrigan’s death this month, I am aware that the flame is still very much alive, as I hope it remains for the rest of my life on this earth.




REFLECTIONS ON PUBLIC POLICY IN OUR COUNTY, STATE AND NATION

I found it reassuring to read that the Howard County Spending Affordable Committee recommended a greater reduction in the amount of bonds issued than last year.  That is wise fiscal planning in order to avoid exorbitant debt service payments.  I would have found it even more assuring if the committee also raised a warning sign regarding the wisdom of the use of TIF’s (tax increment financing).   
An immediate issue in our county is the serious consideration being given by the administration
to propose a $70 to 150 million TIF to build the infrastructure, e.g., roads, sewers and parking structures to complete the Downtown plan.  In the 70’s and 80’s the Rouse Company paid for the required infrastructure as one of the costs of doing business.  TIFs have an appropriate use in situations where run down areas are in need of reclamation and would not be redeveloped otherwise due to financial infeasibility.  A case could possibly be made for the Baltimore TIF project, but certainly not for the downtown of one of the most prosperous communities in our country.  Please read more about TIF’s and the effects on future tax revenue on Wikipedia.


This very sobering Washington Post editorial describes the overuse of antibiotics as “a tragedy of the commons – as a society we understand that overuse of antibiotics is wrong, but as individuals we still demand them.  The failure is a global phenomenon too; other nations overuse antibiotics on an even larger scale than the U.S.
 A White House action plan on antibiotic resistance calls for slicing in half inappropriate outpatient use by 2020.  To meet that goal, everyone will have to pay heed to the higher calling of the commons.”
And so we will.



REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE UNITED STATES


The election of a Muslim in London has the potential to be a great source of healing on our planet.  May it be so.

Five German state universities are developing Islamic theology faculties amid political uproar.  This, too, has the potential to be a great source of healing on our planet.  May it be so.





REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE

Several weeks ago Lloyd and I attended a presentation at the Johns Hopkins Applied Physics Lab where he worked for more than 30 years.  The Kossiakoff Center was overflowing with more than 300 attendees. The speaker was a Nobel Prize winning physicist who works at NASA.  Lloyd, of course, was able to follow the presentation much more thoroughly than I, though the magnitude of the most astonishing points of the speech registered with me without any side explanation from Lloyd.  That was the conditions under which “the Big Bang” occurred.  The speaker said that for years the Big Bang was virtually universally believed in the scientific community to have occurred in one small concentrated area of the universe.  That theory held that the complete universe as we know it now (and beyond) was concentrated in a volume with a diameter no larger than an atom.  That, folks, is density!  Recently some scientists have suggested that was not the case at all.  New studies strongly suggest that it may have occurred simultaneously throughout the universe.  That is even a huge adjustment for me, a literature major, much less than for accomplished scientists. 
A good test of the agility of the human mind.





Pools of sorrow, waves of joy
Are drifting through my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Across the Universe
- Lennon and McCartney


~Liz