REFLECTIONS ON HOME IN COLUMBIA
We are well into the “New Year”, 2016.
The unusually mild weather has made it easy for Lloyd and me to
continue our walks. While walking I am
often mindful of what these unseasonably warm days in January mean for the
future of our planet.
January 14 of this week marks one full year since I no longer
held public elected office after 37 years.
Though I clearly loved and valued my world work during all these years,
I have had a beautiful, peaceful year.
As I go about living in Columbia , I continue to be
asked frequently whether I miss being in public office. My answer is
constant: I loved it for all those
years, and now I am very clear I no longer want to devote so much of my time to
that. I am grateful for such clarity for
which I credit my meditation guides, some still living on this planet and some
not.
Some of the pleasures Lloyd and I now enjoy include having more
time for good TV programs and good movies.
I have been surprised by how many there are. Watching the Kennedy Center awards program
when numerous magnificent musicians and performers were given national
recognition I was literally transported back 50 years when James Taylor sang
one of our all-time favorites, “Up on the Roof” in honoring Carole King. We witnessed President Obama wipe a tear from
his eye.
The quality and variety of music offerings right here in our
community is edifying. Last night Lloyd
and I attended a magnificent performance in the Chamber Music Series of the
Candlelight Concert Society at Howard Community College .
We can so clearly recall Norm and Nancy
Winkler who started that series in the early days of Columbia . With the 50th anniversary of our
beloved James Rouse’s newtown , we have an
excellent opportunity through the Columbia Festival of the Arts to create a
thorough and beautiful performance of his accomplishments, inclusivity, and
values which continue to enrich our lives.
We are the ones who have the responsibility to keep it alive.
This evening I will be attending the Howard County Concert
Orchestra’s “Viennese New Year Celebration” conducted by my friend, Ron
Mutchnik, who was inspired to create this performance, including ballet
dancers, when he visited Vienna last year.
We are blessed with numerous other musical and theatrical groups
whose talents we plan to enjoy throughout 2016.
I am grateful to Lloyd for drafting and sponsoring the county
legislation which created the Howard County Arts Council when he served on the
Howard County Council during the 80’s.
REFLECTIONS ON ZACH
One day last week, while doing regular chores around Columbia ,
I met an acquaintance who asked how I was doing and added “we all thought you
would really miss elected office since you held it for so many and were so good
at it”. Grateful for that compliment, I
gave my usual answer that I had indeed loved my work and I am quite clear that
I no longer want to contribute to the universe in that way. I added that it becomes clearer and clearer
to me that my experience with Zach during the last two years of his life played
a big part in my decision to leave public office. His ability to live life to the fullest no
matter what and to find ways in which he could help others live a life of love
even while his own abilities became more and more limited had an enormous
impact on me. I realized that every one
of us is presented each day with limitless opportunities to promote more love
and peace in this world, often in a one-on-one basis. Every morning I remind myself to emulate Zach
as much as I can. I still have a
limitless way to go to attain his selflessness and loving kindness. Yet I know of no better goal than to be like
Zach.
REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE , MY HOMETOWN
Some of you have told me that you like to read my comments on
articles from publications relating to
public policy in the city of Baltimore ,
state of Maryland ,
and nation of the United States , but
that you don’t usually “bother” with the articles. Well, I am presenting you with a challenge
this first month of 2016.
Following are twelve recent articles and editorials from the Baltimore Sun and
Washington Post which I found particularly insightful regarding public policy
issues facing Baltimore , Maryland ,
and the U. S. Many of them focus on the
lack of economic justice, which I continue to consider to be by far our
greatest challenge as a democracy. I
also feel very strongly and have worked for many years for stronger gun
restrictions.
One of the greatest examples of economic injustice is not
covered in these articles - the lack of a range of new housing costs in the
thousands of new residential units being built in our own community in Downtown
Columbia – almost all are upper
end. I have found no accurate reporting
on the fact that big profits will be made while leaving moderate and low income
people literally “in the dust”.
REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE UNITED STATES
On Wednesday, January 13, Lloyd and I will leave for three weeks
in Southeast Asia . This will be our first journey to this part
of our planet. We will be visiting Thailand , Laos ,
Cambodia , Viet Nam , and Singapore – most on a tour and a
smaller portion on our own.
I will be carrying with me some of the writings of two of my
greatest spiritual teachers: Thich Nhat Hanh, a world-known Vietnamese monk,
and Thomas Merton, a U.S. Catholic monk who spent considerable time in Thailand
working on communion between Buddhist and Christian monks. (During Pope Francis’ recent visit, he cited
Merton as one of the three greatest gifts our nation has given to the world. I
remember when I was quite young my Mom’s reading his spiritual biography, “Seven Story
Mountain .”) Lloyd will be
carrying travel books and novels set in the area “Lord Jim” by Conrad, “The
Quiet American” by Graham Greene, “The Killing Fields” by Christopher
Hudson. As usual, w e will share our
books
We have also revisited some of the films about this region –
Indochine, Bridge on the River Kwai, and Good Morning Viet Nam with our beloved
Robin Williams. The latter film also
served to remind me all too clearly of the fear of the
draft among my friends when we were fresh out of high school and even more
strongly about one of our nation’s least admirable eras.
REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE
Lloyd and I are also indulging ourselves with more time reading
our favorite periodicals to which we subscribe:
The New Yorker, The Atlantic, and Harper’s.
The January edition of Harper’s contained an article which I am
unable to access for inclusion in this message.
So here is a synopsis of “Trying to Get a Handle on the Unfathomable
Hugeness of Everything.”
Alan Lightman, a physicist teaching at MIT and a novelist who
authored “Einstein’s Dreams,” writes that most physicists agree on the big-bang
theory and that 14 billion years ago the entire observable universe was
“roughly a million billion billion times SMALLER than a single atom” and has
been expanding ever since to its current size of something like 100 million
galaxies.”
I have incorporated this “Unfathomable Hugeness” into my
awareness each night when I look out on the night sky through the two large
windows by our bed – one above the headboard and one two feet away from “my
side”. I have converted that side
windowsill into somewhat of an altar with photos of Zach and other family
members as well as a hand-printed letter that Zach, at the age of ten, penned
for Lloyd and me after he came home from his several months at Hopkins with his
first brain tumor.
Zach and I loved to look at the stars together at the beach and
we spoke of them during his last two years.
The “altar” includes small works of art with the following quotes:
“If we only look down, there will never be stars.” Hakuin
“The darker the night, the brighter the stars.” Fyodor Dostoyevsky
“Surely now he’s the one giving light to the stars.” Unknown
“In one of the stars I shall be living
In one of them I shall
be laughing
And so it will be as if
all the stars were laughing
When you look at the sky
at night." The
Little Prince
Antoine
de Saint-Exupery
Pools of
sorrow, waves of joy
Are
drifting through my open mind
Possessing
and caressing me
Across the
Universe
- Lennon and McCartney
May we all live a life filled with constant awareness of
“unfathomable hugeness”, love, and peace during this year of 2016.
~Liz
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