Sunday, January 10, 2016

REFLECTIONS ON HOME IN COLUMBIA

We are well into the “New Year”, 2016.

The unusually mild weather has made it easy for Lloyd and me to continue our walks.  While walking I am often mindful of what these unseasonably warm days in January mean for the future of our planet.

January 14 of this week marks one full year since I no longer held public elected office after 37 years.  Though I clearly loved and valued my world work during all these years, I have had a beautiful, peaceful year.  As I go about living in Columbia, I continue to be asked frequently whether I miss being in public office. My answer is constant:  I loved it for all those years, and now I am very clear I no longer want to devote so much of my time to that.  I am grateful for such clarity for which I credit my meditation guides, some still living on this planet and some not. 

Some of the pleasures Lloyd and I now enjoy include having more time for good TV programs and good movies.  I have been surprised by how many there are.  Watching the Kennedy Center awards program when numerous magnificent musicians and performers were given national recognition I was literally transported back 50 years when James Taylor sang one of our all-time favorites, “Up on the Roof” in honoring Carole King.  We witnessed President Obama wipe a tear from his eye.

The quality and variety of music offerings right here in our community is edifying.  Last night Lloyd and I attended a magnificent performance in the Chamber Music Series of the Candlelight Concert Society at Howard Community College.  We can so clearly recall Norm and Nancy Winkler who started that series in the early days of Columbia.  With the 50th anniversary of our beloved James Rouse’s newtown, we have an excellent opportunity through the Columbia Festival of the Arts to create a thorough and beautiful performance of his accomplishments, inclusivity, and values which continue to enrich our lives.  We are the ones who have the responsibility to keep it alive.

This evening I will be attending the Howard County Concert Orchestra’s “Viennese New Year Celebration” conducted by my friend, Ron Mutchnik, who was inspired to create this performance, including ballet dancers, when he visited Vienna last year.

We are blessed with numerous other musical and theatrical groups whose talents we plan to enjoy throughout 2016.  I am grateful to Lloyd for drafting and sponsoring the county legislation which created the Howard County Arts Council when he served on the Howard County Council during the 80’s.                                                                                     

Howard Community College will be presenting “The Seasons of a Woman’s Life” on Friday, March 4 at 9:30 a.m.   This program will include recognition of my life’s work for social, economic, and environmental justice in public policy.   

REFLECTIONS ON ZACH

One day last week, while doing regular chores around Columbia, I met an acquaintance who asked how I was doing and added “we all thought you would really miss elected office since you held it for so many and were so good at it”.  Grateful for that compliment, I gave my usual answer that I had indeed loved my work and I am quite clear that I no longer want to contribute to the universe in that way.  I added that it becomes clearer and clearer to me that my experience with Zach during the last two years of his life played a big part in my decision to leave public office.  His ability to live life to the fullest no matter what and to find ways in which he could help others live a life of love even while his own abilities became more and more limited had an enormous impact on me.  I realized that every one of us is presented each day with limitless opportunities to promote more love and peace in this world, often in a one-on-one basis.  Every morning I remind myself to emulate Zach as much as I can.  I still have a limitless way to go to attain his selflessness and loving kindness.  Yet I know of no better goal than to be like Zach.


REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE, MY HOMETOWN

Some of you have told me that you like to read my comments on articles from publications  relating to public policy in the city of Baltimore, state of Maryland, and nation of the United States, but that you don’t usually “bother” with the articles.  Well, I am presenting you with a challenge this first month of 2016.

Following are twelve recent articles and editorials from the Baltimore Sun and Washington Post which I found particularly insightful regarding public policy issues facing Baltimore, Maryland, and the U. S.  Many of them focus on the lack of economic justice, which I continue to consider to be by far our greatest challenge as a democracy.  I also feel very strongly and have worked for many years for stronger gun restrictions.

One of the greatest examples of economic injustice is not covered in these articles - the lack of a range of new housing costs in the thousands of new residential units being built in our own community in Downtown Columbia –  almost all are upper end.  I have found no accurate reporting on the fact that big profits will be made while leaving moderate and low income people literally “in the dust”.













REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE UNITED STATES

On Wednesday, January 13, Lloyd and I will leave for three weeks in Southeast Asia.  This will be our first journey to this part of our planet.  We will be visiting Thailand, Laos, Cambodia, Viet Nam, and Singapore – most on a tour and a smaller portion on our own.

I will be carrying with me some of the writings of two of my greatest spiritual teachers: Thich Nhat Hanh, a world-known Vietnamese monk, and Thomas Merton, a U.S. Catholic monk who spent considerable time in Thailand working on communion between Buddhist and Christian monks.  (During Pope Francis’ recent visit, he cited Merton as one of the three greatest gifts our nation has given to the world. I remember when I was quite young my Mom’s reading his spiritual biography, “Seven Story Mountain.”) Lloyd will be carrying travel books and novels set in the area “Lord Jim” by Conrad, “The Quiet American” by Graham Greene, “The Killing Fields” by Christopher Hudson.  As usual, w e will share our books

We have also revisited some of the films about this region – Indochine, Bridge on the River Kwai, and Good Morning Viet Nam with our beloved Robin Williams.  The latter film also served to remind me all too clearly of the fear of the draft among my friends when we were fresh out of high school and even more strongly about one of our nation’s least admirable eras.


REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE

Lloyd and I are also indulging ourselves with more time reading our favorite periodicals to which we subscribe:  The New Yorker, The Atlantic, and Harper’s.
The January edition of Harper’s contained an article which I am unable to access for inclusion in this message.  So here is a synopsis of “Trying to Get a Handle on the Unfathomable Hugeness of Everything.”

Alan Lightman, a physicist teaching at MIT and a novelist who authored “Einstein’s Dreams,” writes that most physicists agree on the big-bang theory and that 14 billion years ago the entire observable universe was “roughly a million billion billion times SMALLER than a single atom” and has been expanding ever since to its current size of something like 100 million galaxies.”

I have incorporated this “Unfathomable Hugeness” into my awareness each night when I look out on the night sky through the two large windows by our bed – one above the headboard and one two feet away from “my side”.  I have converted that side windowsill into somewhat of an altar with photos of Zach and other family members as well as a hand-printed letter that Zach, at the age of ten, penned for Lloyd and me after he came home from his several months at Hopkins with his first brain tumor.

Zach and I loved to look at the stars together at the beach and we spoke of them during his last two years.  The “altar” includes small works of art with the following quotes:

“If we only look down, there will never be stars.”    Hakuin

“The darker the night, the brighter the stars.”           Fyodor Dostoyevsky

“Surely now he’s the one giving light to the stars.”   Unknown

“In one of the stars I shall be living 
  In one of them I shall be laughing 
  And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing 
  When you look at the sky at night."                             The Little Prince
                                                                                      Antoine de Saint-Exupery

 Pools of sorrow, waves of joy
Are drifting through my open mind
Possessing and caressing me
Across the Universe
- Lennon and McCartney


May we all live a life filled with constant awareness of “unfathomable hugeness”, love, and peace during this year of 2016.


~Liz 

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