REFLECTIONS ON LIFE -
November 2017
REFLECTIONS ON HOME IN COLUMBIA
The ponds’ waters, visible through our bedside windows, are now
dark black, appearing deeper than we know them to be. Particularly in the early light of day, every
branch and even small twigs on the surrounding maples are reflected as clearly
as in a professional photo. In the first
light of day, now about 6:30am, the rising sun, still shining from below the
horizon illuminate the few yellow leaves remaining. Their deep yellow/orange hue adds a special
unworldliness to the ponds’ water. These
tree reflections are dominated by one tall evergreen. More than occasionally we
can clearly see surface reflections of contrails, sometimes a parallel pair or
more, from jets making their way south. During these early-morning
observations, Ophelia and Virginia Wolfe sometimes come to mind, though my view
is of the dark waters of a pond, not a river, and although deep thoughts
accompany it, they are not tragic.
Rather they serve as an awareness of insights revealing themselves to my
consciousness. One Sunday morning this
month before the sun had begun to show on the horizon I sat in the faint light
of Lloyd’s office adjacent to our bedroom.
There arose in me, uninvited and peaceful, a very clear and gentle
awareness that Lloyd and I, our family, and all of our friends will someday
die.
As I wrote in my October Reflections on China , it took
Lloyd and me a long time to get back to “normal” after returning home. It took ten days or so longer than past
return flights from New Zealand ,
India , Africa, and Brazil for
example. I would describe it as
remaining in a foggy state of somewhat “otherworldliness,” as if through some
spiritual connection that impeded my getting back to the regular “schedule” of
my largely unscheduled life. After all,
since leaving 30+ years in public office, “unscheduled” has been one of my
primary goals. Not until Thanksgiving Day were we fully back in sync, and for
that we were thankful indeed.
REFLECTIONS ON ZACH
The Zaching Against Cancer Foundation, which Zach himself
founded about four years ago after learning his brain cancer had returned, held
its annual 2K/5K/10K race last weekend.
More than a thousand participants ran this year. Each year, the atmosphere clearly gets more
celebratory of Zach’s life. Virtually
everyone present - kids, friends from high school and college, young adults and
not-so-young, like Lloyd and me - has his or her own unique story of how Zach
continues to show up every day as an inspiration in each and every one of their
lives.
REFLECTIONS ON BALTIMORE , MY HOME TOWN
The Baltimore
Sun November 3, 2017
“Baltimore
passes the 300-homicide mark”
This tragic distinction for our neighboring city took place just
before local activists launched a cease-fire.
The Baltimore
Sun November 30,
2017
“’Baltimore Rising’ tells chaotic tale of injustice”
This documentary is directed by Sonja Sohn who played a leading
role in David Simon’s acclaimed series about inner city Baltimore , “The Wire.” She interviews residents of the Penn North
neighborhood where Freddie Gray, a young Baltimore
man, received injuries that proved to be fatal during a ride in a police van.
Lloyd and I missed the first episode of this HBO series. We intend to go back and watch it and then
the rest of the series.
Since I last wrote of Baltimore-born author Ta-Nehisi Coates who
has written about Edmondson Villlage, the Baltimore Route 40 neighborhood of my
childhood, is receiving increasing fame for his latest book “We were Eight
Years in Power: An American Tragedy.” The Washington Post’s Carlos Lozada in his
column last week entitled “My Memorable Books of 2017” writes “At this point,
any book by Ta-Nehisi Coates is an instant best seller and borderline cultural
phenomenon.” It feels so good to see a Baltimore-born and bred author receive
such acclaim.
REFLECTIONS ON PUBLIC POLICY—LOCAL, STATE, NATIONAL
Although the Baltimore Sun article below is about Baltimore
City’s granting of a TIF (Tax Increment Financing) for Port Covington and the
resultant significant increase in debt for the city, we in Howard County can
get some idea of the results of the $90 million TIF Howard County has given to
Howard Hughes Corporation for the continuing development of Downtown Columbia
The Baltimore
Sun November 12, 2017
“Debt will grow on TIF projects”
State of Maryland
The Baltimore
Sun
November 28, 2017
“Justices decline challenge to Md. Assault weapons ban”
Some good news. I recall
clearly the vote on this assault weapons ban legislation during the 2013
legislative session. The gun lobby was
the strongest I observed during my 20 years in the Maryland legislature.
CNN has been running a very instructive 30-second TV ad
sponsored by the network itself and entitled, “This is an Apple”. Lloyd and I
first saw it in our stateroom on the ferry that carried us down the Yangtze River several weeks ago.
It portrays a lone apple shown against a blank background with
an over-voice saying:
“This is an apple.
Some people might try to tell you
that it is a banana.
They might scream banana, banana,
banana, over and over again.
They might even put BANANA in
caps.
You might even start to believe it
is a banana, but it’s not.
This is an apple.”
FACTS
FIRST
Ten thousand words couldn’t say it better. Clearly deserving of a Nobel Prize in
Literature. Look for “This is an apple”
on U-Tube.
REFLECTIONS ON OUR PLANET BEYOND THE UNITED STATES
The Baltimore
Sun November 22, 2017
”Change in Haitians’ status is urged”
I attempted to synopsize this article and can find no way to do
so. Every sentence contributes so
significantly to the human tragedy that will be wrought if the U.S. administration moves forward with its
announced plan to allow the temporary protection status of many Haitians,
including those in Maryland
to expire. Columbia
now has a Sister City Agreement with Haiti . I can see so clearly my dear
friend, Father Richard Frechette living in Haiti for many years now working
with local children in the hospital and schools he has established there.
The Washington
Post
November 25, 2017
“Germany ’s
center-left party may throw a lifeline to chancellor”
I have written often in these Reflections of my deep admiration
and gratitude to Chancellor Angela Merkel for her courage, skill, and
determination. The lack of a conclusive result in German election last
September makes her work all the more difficult. For me, she stands out as the
virtual leader of the free world.
The Washington
Post November 25,
2017
“In China ,
rule by fear and force”
Our (potential) sister city group was in Beijing just a few days before the
commencement of the 19th National Congress of the Communist Party of
China where the new doctrine of “Xi Jinping Thought” was unveiled.
I don’t believe any of us who travelled to China in a visit to
explore the possibility of establishing a new Columbia, MD sister city
relationship had a clue, to put it mildly, about the extent to which we were
visiting at such a pivotal time in the history of this huge nation.
The Washington
Post November
2, 2017
“Chinese universities rush to study Xi’s doctrine”
“Critics see dogma eroding academic freedom”
“Renmin University of China (in Beijing ) was the first to announce a research
center dedicated to “Xi Jinping Thought.”
The Washington
Post November 10, 2017
“Trump’s China
visit ends without incident or clear sense of long-term impact”
Well, the lack of a “clear sense of long-term impact” is not
surprising.
REFLECTIONS ON OUR UNIVERSE
When my mom, Helen Monnett Gilner, an avid reader who never
graduated from high school, was well into her eighth decade, one of her
favorite authors was a contemplative though previously worldly monk, Thomas
Merton. In the 10+ years that I have been meditating, his writings have become
one of the major influences in my spiritual life, right up there with Buddhist
monk Thich Nhat Hahn and Jack Kornfield.
“To be alone by being part of the universe – fitting in
completely to an environment of woods and silence and peace. Everything you do becomes a unity and a
prayer. Unity within and without.” Thomas Merton
In her 80’s my mom was living in an apartment in West Baltimore with my older sister, Martha. About 20 years prior, I had shared that same
apartment with her. I would often take lunch for us to share while Martha was
working as the head of a soup kitchen in downtown Baltimore . One day very near the winter
solstice, my birthday, I arrived very late for ”lunch” at almost 5pm. My mom, who knew I was going to arrive late,
was sitting in her favorite rocking chair in the living room near a sliding
glass door that opened onto a small deck with a table and two chairs. Looking
out this door, she had not yet turned on any lights in her apartment, though it
was getting quite dark. I commented that
it was the first time I had seen her in this posture at this time of day. The reply my mom made to me remains
beautifully emblazoned in my mind. “When
I sit here at this time of day, I stay as quiet as I possibly can – both inside
and out – and (her voice lowered to a hush) – I feel like I almost know
something.”
That beautiful rocking chair with its label - MFG. by Hartwig
& Kemp, Baltimore , Maryland - now gets heavy-duty use from both
Lloyd and me in our family room.
So why write about this experience with my mom in the “Our
Universe” section of “Reflections on Life”?
Surely some if not most of you have read of scientific research of
mind-brain correspondence. One current
belief, if not fact, appears to be that “psychological states such as thoughts
and feelings are real. Brain states are
real.” (LF Barrett – researchgate.net)
So my quite unscientific mind goes to the question “how do I
know that my mom’s words “I feel like I almost know something” are not out
there in the universe, possibly connecting with Zach and my sister, Martha, and
…………?
Now a “real” scientific article from
washingtonpost.com/news/speaking-of-science
The Washington
Post
November 10, 2017
“The strangest supernova’: A star that keeps exploding – and
surviving”
By Sarah Kaplan
“Some 500 million light-years away, in a galaxy so distant it
looks like little more than a smudge, a star exploded five times over the
course of nearly two years, spewing the contents of 50 Jupiters and emitting as
much energy as 10 quintillion suns. This
isn’t even the first time this star has gone supernova: Astronomers believe this same body was seen
exploding 60 years ago.”
Can anyone tell me how much a “quintillion” is?
“Pools of sorrow, waves of joy
Are
drifting through my open mind
Possessing
and caressing me
Across the
Universe
~Lennon and
McCartney
Be
well and love life.
~
Liz